there go "my plans"

I am by nature an obsessive compulsive person; before I had kids more than once I have been accused of being a perfectionist. That being said I like to have plans and goals and always know the direction that I am headed ~ leave nothing to the imagination! But I have kids AND I don't work. So God has taught me much this past year... for instance leave everything to Him and pretty much plan nothing. Everytime I think I have a great plan that will be just perfect for us, I'm brought to the realization life is no longer about ME. So currently I'm setting in a house that desperately needs the toys picked up, the floors cleaned and the dishes done, but TK and I have been so sick for the past week so nothing is done! Right before she got sick we had actually gone 2 days with no breastfeeding and I was so excited. (I have lots of friends who breastfeed well beyond the first year, but for me that's all I can handle.) But TK is not a fan of milk (she'll tolerate it with chocolate), she'll drink juice if it's a 1/2 ounce in about 5 ounces of water and she hates the pedilyte so I was afraid she would get dehydrated and we started breastfeeding AGAIN! I'm thankful it had only been two days of not doing it and I think she will be ok ~ we might see the dr tomorrow, since tomorrow will be day 4 of this for her! On the funny side, one of the first times that she had one of these diapers she was sitting by AJ, he looked at me and said, "eeww, mom it stinks in this house, would you please clean this house." I just started laughing and explained we could just open the windows and it was because TK was sick. So today when she was sitting by him again and it happened he immediately jumped up and said, "We gotta to get get this stinky air out" and then went to open the playroom window and the patio door out in the living room.

AJ has decided that he will no longer wear diapers at anytime- that includes night time. I was soooo close to being able to sleep through the night. TK normally just wakes up twice and a couple of times only once, so I was getting close. But I have to say AJ knows what he is talking about. Out of the last 3 nights that he has does this he only had 1 accident and that was at 6:30 in the morning, so I think that is awesome. I totally wasn't ready for him to do that... I thought it was more around 4 or so that kids potty trained all night, but I got him out of the tub the other night and he informed me that those were TK's diapers not his and he was wearing underroos. I tried to argue with him, but he got upset and I figured it wasn't worth it ~ thinking 1/2 hour later he would have an accident, but he proved me wrong (: (smart little booger!) So now we keep a plethora of sheets and blankets and pjs, etc. out in the hall to replace the wet ones if need be. I can't believe this kid is just over 2 1/2 and potty trained ~ I just figured it would be more likely I would potty train the kids together rather than him so early. I have a feeling though TK might make up for it though (:

It seems to me that whenever AJ goes through a process in his life he stutters. So for example right now switching from diapers to underroos at night, or back a few months ago when he did it in the day, or sometimes if it a big event we are getting excited for. Lately when he talk to me he will start off with, honey mommy ~ which comes out hun hun hun honey mom mom mom mommy, so by time he actually gets to what he is saying I'm just laughing inside because he is so serious about it and i don't think he really realizes exactly what he is doing. He wasn't really stuttering last weekend when we had TK's party, but he was saying honey to everybody. We really need to get it on video and put it on here ~ hilarious!